[ he is sort of wondering about the hat situation if mihawk has sprouted ears like he has. his are not comfortable to touch. or maybe the problem is they're too comfortable to touch. he also has fucking antlers, but that's neither here nor there, and none of this shitbag's business.
he really, genuinely thinks before answering. ]
i killed a bunch of women. the mothers. i know that's nothing to you, but it's not nothing to me. i don't give a shit what you or anyone else thinks of me [ a small lie; there's nami and zoro on the short list, one opinion carrying far more weight than the other ] but the man who raised me taught me to live a certain way. i don't harm women. i don't fight women. and he'd
[ his hand trembles. what would zeff do? toss him on his ass? look at him with hatred? or worse, indifference, like judge vinsmoke had? maybe zeff hadn't been kidding when he said he'd take a knife to his throat if sanji ever fucked up this badly. it's hard to tell; he'd been a shitty little kid at the time, yelling back or crying at everything the old shitbag said. usually both. ]
anyway, i don't want your fucking opinion. i just haven't figured things out yet, and it's not any easier with all the changes.
[ .............. ]
you guys weren't shacked up before?
nami did a ritual. some connection thing. it stops a lot of the bullshit, like the bloodlust and the weird body stuff. you need a witch to do it for you. you found anyone? koby probably would, if you asked. and nami and i are connected now. she can call me anytime and i just feel it. it's like i know where she is and i'm there. she saved me, really.
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he really, genuinely thinks before answering. ]
i killed a bunch of women. the mothers.
i know that's nothing to you, but it's not nothing to me.
i don't give a shit what you or anyone else thinks of me [ a small lie; there's nami and zoro on the short list, one opinion carrying far more weight than the other ] but the man who raised me taught me to live a certain way. i don't harm women. i don't fight women. and he'd
[ his hand trembles. what would zeff do? toss him on his ass? look at him with hatred? or worse, indifference, like judge vinsmoke had? maybe zeff hadn't been kidding when he said he'd take a knife to his throat if sanji ever fucked up this badly. it's hard to tell; he'd been a shitty little kid at the time, yelling back or crying at everything the old shitbag said. usually both. ]
anyway, i don't want your fucking opinion.
i just haven't figured things out yet, and it's not any easier with all the changes.
[ .............. ]
you guys weren't shacked up before?
nami did a ritual. some connection thing.
it stops a lot of the bullshit, like the bloodlust and the weird body stuff.
you need a witch to do it for you. you found anyone?
koby probably would, if you asked. and nami and i are connected now. she can call me anytime and i just feel it. it's like i know where she is and i'm there.
she saved me, really.