[ it's not that it's jinx that hurts. jinx is in fact a better choice than anyone else, lively and smart and strong, a perfect fit in nami's restaurant and on their crew. he's already decided he doesn't want anyone else in his kitchen. it’s just — all the raw uncertainty filling his cracks, thick and suffocating, to be freshly alive and still wonder. they weren’t together before, and he doesn’t know if he’s really any closer to it now. ]
and you you decided this all while i was dead? that you want to also be with someone else?
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and you
you decided this all while i was dead?
that you want to also be with someone else?
[ the posting makes a lot more sense now. ]