i had a thing with alina. one time. in the otherworld, after eating something that did something strange to us both. that's not an excuse, i know. but i was unfaithful to nami. i came back right after to find nami waiting for me in my bed. i didn't hide anything from her. that felt worse. but i hurt her. i hurt her so badly.
alina has been caught in the middle, but she's my friend, too. just my friend. nothing else has happened, and nothing ever will. but i care about her too, and she's been hurt because of me as well.
so, you see? i don't deserve to be a straw hat. zeff didn't raise me like this. i don't even deserve to be a man.
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i had a thing with alina. one time. in the otherworld, after eating something that did something strange to us both. that's not an excuse, i know. but i was unfaithful to nami. i came back right after to find nami waiting for me in my bed.
i didn't hide anything from her. that felt worse. but i hurt her. i hurt her so badly.
alina has been caught in the middle, but she's my friend, too. just my friend. nothing else has happened, and nothing ever will. but i care about her too, and she's been hurt because of me as well.
so, you see? i don't deserve to be a straw hat. zeff didn't raise me like this. i don't even deserve to be a man.