no need to agonize over the choice. i can make both, or i can blend the two. or all three? i'll do all three. is there anything else you're craving, nami? i still have figs, too.
wow, you can do that? so wanting both is okay right? and liking both is also okay. because you're the best chef on land or sea so everything you make is the best.
you think i'm the best chef on land or sea? coming from you, that means everything. after i'm done making your sweets, can i give you something else? something in private? it'll be sweet, too.
yeah, i do. you were testing out the connection, right? i think it worked pretty well.
nami, about that. zoro brought home a bundle of mistletoe because he thought it was edible, and i put it up all over the house because i didn't want it to go to waste. it had a strange effect on the both of us. it stopped when i had him take it all down. is that what you wanted to know about? it's not going to happen again.
i'm not mad about it. in fact, you probably felt how much i liked you two being together. that's what i wanted to talk about, actually. you could feel me, right? physically? when i was touching myself. i could feel you. sometimes when i was touching, it felt like i was touching you, almost.
yeah. i could feel you. it did feel like you were touching me. all the things you were feeling... the things you feel for zoro, that's also what made me act the way i did. i felt all of that, too. i'm not mad about it, either. you and zoro.
if you liked it, then i could do it again. for you. if it makes you happy.
( very troubling, when you're offered the thing that you want, but for all the wrong reasons. )
could you feel what i felt for you, too? i did like it, but it wouldn't make me happy if you were just doing it for me. i want you to be happy too, sanji. and i kinda thought i mean, i thought i felt something like that from you then, too. like maybe we felt the same sort of way towards zoro, a little. it felt like you wanted me to push you into it, so you could enjoy it. but, i don't know. if that's just me seeing what i want to see i'm gonna feel really bad about encouraging you to do it.
you shouldn't feel bad. none of it was your fault. i don't mind doing things for you, nami.
[ he'd been thinking a lot of things then, and feeling even more, and he doesn't know how much of it reached nami. clearly, some. the hateful lust he harbors for zoro's chiseled body and full lips and dark lashes, at least. if even an ounce of luck is on his side, she hadn't gotten a whiff of his absurd fears or his violent childhood ghosts that circle him like a carcass, all made worse every time he clashes with zoro. ]
i feel you all the time, now that we're connected. you're my whole heartbeat. you're the one i want.
but i think about you and zoro sometimes. i don't know exactly what you shared, but he he probably needs you too.
but you do understand how being with someone you don't want to be with because i want you there is messed up. right?
( we Gotta get this guy some sense of self worth. )
you're in my chest, too. heartbeat is the perfect way to put it.
we just kissed, the once. i think he doesn't want to upset you, after everything. so i'm pretty sure he needs you, too. i already told him i'm not giving you up. now i'm telling you i'm not giving him up either.
[ he tries to affirm her statement. tries to write yes, i understand. no, i don't want to be with him. but his pencil hovers over his notebook for the longest moment, his fingers still.
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it's hard to be with him.
[ that's. the stupidest thing he's ever heard. zoro, not wanting to upset him? he would go get permanently lost in the woods if that was actually the case, or not bring home bundles of poisonous, accidentally horny shit. ]
i don't want you to give him up. i don't want you to have to give anything up. you should get everything you want and more. you deserve that. do you want to do more with him than kiss?
the lines got blurry for a number of reasons, but i don't need that anymore. i have you. and if he has you too, he doesn't need that either. you're more than enough.
the two of you being together? no. it wouldn't hurt me. i sort of like the thought of it.
( while the thought of them fighting over nami’s vagina is partially hilarious, the other part is her usual reaction to their bickering — playful annoyance. it’s time to play on the offensive side, she decides. )
what if we both got on our knees for you? whose throat would you fuck? what if you’re the one who needs satisfying?
[ this conversation has become unwieldy, and if it were anyone but nami he would have told them to shut up a long time ago, but — he doesn’t have that option here. ]
nami, i wouldn’t do that to you. it’s degrading. so his.
it is. i’m asking, what if what we want to do together involves you? what if we both want to make you feel good? you were doing a lot for both of us, last time. i want to know what it would be like the other way.
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maybe ... an orange tart?
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someone sweet craving something sweet?
i'll go tell the idiot mosshead to go hunt down some oranges for me while i whip up a flaky crust.
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oh, but actually, strawberries sound really good too ...
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or all three? i'll do all three.
is there anything else you're craving, nami? i still have figs, too.
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so wanting both is okay right?
and liking both is also okay.
because you're the best chef on land or sea so everything you make is the best.
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coming from you, that means everything.
after i'm done making your sweets, can i give you something else?
something in private? it'll be sweet, too.
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of course i do. definitely the best i've ever had.
i mean that in more ways than one. so, yes. i love sweets.
hey, but there was also something i meant to ask you.
do you remember the other day when we were connected?
( and you were sucking zoro dry probably goes unsaid. )
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yeah, i do. you were testing out the connection, right?
i think it worked pretty well.
nami, about that. zoro brought home a bundle of mistletoe because he thought it was edible, and i put it up all over the house because i didn't want it to go to waste.
it had a strange effect on the both of us. it stopped when i had him take it all down.
is that what you wanted to know about? it's not going to happen again.
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that's what i wanted to talk about, actually. you could feel me, right? physically? when i was touching myself.
i could feel you. sometimes when i was touching, it felt like i was touching you, almost.
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it did feel like you were touching me.
all the things you were feeling... the things you feel for zoro, that's also what made me act the way i did. i felt all of that, too.
i'm not mad about it, either. you and zoro.
if you liked it, then i could do it again. for you.
if it makes you happy.
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could you feel what i felt for you, too?
i did like it, but it wouldn't make me happy if you were just doing it for me. i want you to be happy too, sanji.
and i kinda thought
i mean, i thought i felt something like that from you then, too. like maybe we felt the same sort of way towards zoro, a little.
it felt like you wanted me to push you into it, so you could enjoy it. but, i don't know. if that's just me seeing what i want to see i'm gonna feel really bad about encouraging you to do it.
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i don't mind doing things for you, nami.
[ he'd been thinking a lot of things then, and feeling even more, and he doesn't know how much of it reached nami. clearly, some. the hateful lust he harbors for zoro's chiseled body and full lips and dark lashes, at least. if even an ounce of luck is on his side, she hadn't gotten a whiff of his absurd fears or his violent childhood ghosts that circle him like a carcass, all made worse every time he clashes with zoro. ]
i feel you all the time, now that we're connected.
you're my whole heartbeat. you're the one i want.
but i think about you and zoro sometimes.
i don't know exactly what you shared, but he
he probably needs you too.
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right?
( we Gotta get this guy some sense of self worth. )
you're in my chest, too. heartbeat is the perfect way to put it.
we just kissed, the once. i think he doesn't want to upset you, after everything.
so i'm pretty sure he needs you, too. i already told him i'm not giving you up. now i'm telling you i'm not giving him up either.
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it's hard to be with him.
[ that's. the stupidest thing he's ever heard. zoro, not wanting to upset him? he would go get permanently lost in the woods if that was actually the case, or not bring home bundles of poisonous, accidentally horny shit. ]
i don't want you to give him up. i don't want you to have to give anything up.
you should get everything you want and more. you deserve that.
do you want to do more with him than kiss?
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( well, outside of a normal interaction, in their own specific sanji & zoro way. being sexually compatible is still something. a start. )
yeah, i do.
would that hurt you?
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and if he has you too, he doesn't need that either. you're more than enough.
the two of you being together? no. it wouldn't hurt me.
i sort of
like the thought of it.
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if you wanted more, that would be okay. you should get everything you want too.
and if you joined us?
do you like that?
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i could watch.
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you could join in.
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cw: nsfw
what if we both got on our knees for you? whose throat would you fuck?
what if you’re the one who needs satisfying?
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nami, i wouldn’t do that to you. it’s degrading.
so his.
[ he’s never. done that to anyone. 😔 ]
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so i’d get left out? what if i got lonely?
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my mouth and my hands would be free to do anything you wanted.
i thought this was about you and zoro, though. what the two of you want to do together.
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what if we both want to make you feel good? you were doing a lot for both of us, last time. i want to know what it would be like the other way.
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