scone | — SALTBURNT INBOX.

[ TO DIE????????? NO POINT IN LIVING WITHOUT NAMI???????????? ]

there's no fixing this, luffy. i broke nami's heart and her trust. she'll never forgive me, and i don't deserve her forgiveness anyway. after everything she's been through, how could i be so thoughtless? so heartless? if anyone else here could cook worth a damn, i'd tell you to find a new cook for your crew, too.

( sanji pls, luffy will throw you overboard himself if he has to put up with the theatrics too long. )

no! no moping! you've been doing that long enough, no? if nami truly wouldn't forgive you she wouldn't talk to you at all. what is it you think you did to break her heart???

i'd tell you to throw your resignation in the lake where it belongs.

i i had a thing with alina. one time. in the otherworld, after eating something that did something strange to us both. that's not an excuse, i know. but i was unfaithful to nami. i came back right after to find nami waiting for me in my bed. i didn't hide anything from her. that felt worse. but i hurt her. i hurt her so badly. alina has been caught in the middle, but she's my friend, too. just my friend. nothing else has happened, and nothing ever will. but i care about her too, and she's been hurt because of me as well. so, you see? i don't deserve to be a straw hat. zeff didn't raise me like this. i don't even deserve to be a man.

firstly if things like this disqualified us from being straw hats i would be on the chopping block too. you and i both know this place plays games, the fact you told nami straight away instead of hiding it? that's a brave thing! most ppl would just hide it and then imagine if you did that and nami found out.

so you told nami and it went bad. that's it?? all this over just that??

what do you want, sanji? tell me and we will figure it out together.

it's not that simple, luffy. it's not about what i want. i hurt nami. so it's about what nami wants. and she doesn't want me. that's the end of it. there's nothing to figure out. but i do still want to be your cook.

it starts that simple. you know why? cause you're not talking to each other properly. how do you know what nami wants? she's said lots of things to me and never meant them, so why is this different?

do you want to be with nami or not?

i want to make sure i never hurt her again. and that means not being with her. shouldn't a captain support the safety and well-being of his crew?

that's a start. have you thought not being with nami hurts her?

i do support my crews safety and well-being. that includes you too, sanji. and right now it sounds like you're hurting.

that's a stretch, luffy. even for you.

[ please don't point out the obvious pun. ]

i i'm all right. we're all still a crew, and i have a kitchen now to cook for you guys. everything's fine.

what i do best.

( Nope, he couldn't resist. )

everyone says they're fine, and then they're not. and it's not about being a crew, we don't even have a ship here, but it is about making sure my friends are okay. this place sucks, it's a cage with food that enjoys making us hurt.

it's not that bad. at least we're together now, all here, in the same place. it wasn't like that before.

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